Spirit is doing better. I may swim today. All pups in all litters gained really well. I felt guilty not rushing to weigh the little one and I won't mention her after this. It seems someone doesn't appreciate it. I got a message from someone on our waiting list saying my video and posts were self serving and I need to stop being personal as people come to see positive messages not what I post and this really capped their pleasure of our site. I read that last night deep in hurt and went wow. I am not sure you want a puppy of ours. We have relationships with people that have our dogs as we love to see them.
On that note, if I offended you by sharing with you - I am sorry. I tend to put it all out there and this was a hard journey for me. Intellectually I know about life cycles but when you nurture, and are responsible for a being, I do not know how to just feel detached. I love the pups. I love the dogs. I feel guilty no longer being responsible for her and not going from 7am till 11pm at night non stop.
So last night I didn't need that note - did it make you feel better to attack me? I hope for you it was just a bad day too. We will go back to acting as if she didn't exist, I suppose.