Sad News

Last night, at 2am, Spirit's last-born puppy faded away. No cry just simply failed. Spirit tried to get her moving, to revive her. This was hard on her as it was on me. I have photos but I see no point in posting. In going over this, she never truly latched on and it most likely was an attachment issue in utero. It happens. We have had a few over the years - not many but never one that refused to latch on. Perhaps not developed enough to make her debut.  It tells me she was not meant to be.

I cried by myself last night terribly and Spirit had her grieving and then she wanted her out of the whelping box, the blanket gone and then for the 1st time she left her xpen relaxed. She ate. She went outside where before she wouldn't leave the xpen. She slept on her back vs feeling the need to keep the pups encircled.

I am crying as I type. This will pass, I suppose as it has for Spirit but not yet. She is focusing on the living which is gaining like crazy and doing really really well. I need to as well. 

Nathan got the news this morning and was incredibly sad but I didn't post last night as he was the 1st I needed to tell and I was too raw so I napped from utter exhaustion emotionally and otherwise. Dennis will go on night duty tonight. The 3 pups are doing exceedingly well.

Comments

[Dorothy,Tom,Pixie and Leo]

I've been waiting for news, oh, poor little one. Failure to thrive I think is the phrase.
I'm so deeply sorry for you, Nathan and Dennis. How I wish this didn't happen. I know you did all you could, utilizing your vast knoweledge and consulting the vets.
Spirit, as you have written, has to concentrate on her remaining pups.
Let her and her pups bring joy back into your days, we will always cherish the ones we've lost.

[Mary Theresa Houston]

Darlah, I'm so very sorry to hear this. I will keep you all in my prayers as you move through this difficult period.

[Carole Martins]

So sorry to hear the sad news 😞

[Hartley Blumenfeld]

So sad. So sorry to hear this

[JoAnn]

Oh Darlah, I am so sorry to hear this sad news.

[Vivien]

So sorry to hear of the passing of Spirit’s puppy. A sad day for everyone. You did your best but as you say, sometimes it is just not meant to be.

[Natalie]

So sorry to hear about the little puppy. So sad for you all.

[Sandy c]

I'm so sorry to hear this sad news

[Maureen]

So sorry to hear this very sad news. You did everything you could but it is still a horrible loss for all of you. I'm glad Spirit is focusing on the others.

[Rebecca and Niro]

Rest In Peace dear little one. Thank you Darlah for showing love and tenderness to each of these babies. I hope you can find healing soon -prayers for Spirit too ...she really lives up to her name<3

[Shannon]

I was so hoping for a different outcome. I’m very sorry for the loss.

[Alison and Harley]

So very sad...our thoughts are with you.

[Lisa & Ollie]

Oh no so sorry to hear this, poor little pup.😢
Glad she lived long enough to feel the love of her mama and human family 💕

[Michelle, Bryan and Meadow]

So terribly sorry. Such a heartbreak. Make me hug Meadow a little tighter today.

[Megha, Gian & Eshanika]

This is heartbreaking news. Little one, rest in peace and know that your mom, siblings, humans and the entire Talemaker family loved you ! Sending you strength - Spirit , Darlah & Nathan and hope that the comfort & joy of the puppies heal your heart.

[Angela, Patches, and Radar]

No words other than I’m so very sorry.....😢

[Laurie]

Reading this tonight and shocked to hear this sad news. My sincere condolences to the Talemaker family on the loss precious little girl. What a difficult spring you have had. You have the respect and admiration of many for your kindness and expertise in bringing these little pups into the world for others to love. Thinking of you.

[Liz and Abby]

🐾 😪 So sorry for your loss.

[Marianne]

Awww Sweet Little Pup called into the arms of an Angel. So sorry for Spirit and the family.

[Sivan]

So sorry for your loss. Sending virtual hugs as we commiserate with you. I know the little one felt your love. I hope you feel that you are not alone as we send you our love and support for Spirit, her pups and the Talemaker family.

[Michelle]

That is so sad. Sorry for your loss.

[Patt]

I'm so very sorry to see this. Young or old, the loss can break your heart!

[Darlah]

Patt: yes and when you are feeding every 2 hours you get mighty attached. A loss is a loss is a loss. It takes a piece of our heart. All are unique.

[Sylvia]

So sorry. It is very heart breaking.

[Darlah]

Thanks - Nathan doesn't want me to talk about it. I vent and he tries to not think.